I've been crazy busy planning the wedding the last few months. Martin left for Basic Training in October and he came back earlier this month. Having him away for awhile was nice, but I'm so glad he's home now! I've been spending as much time with him as I possibly can! I dont know how military wives do it, it's so hard to be away from them. Especially during Basic when you cant contact them at all besides through letters. You get a few phone calls every few weeks but nothing over 5 minutes. So yeah, that was an interesting experience lol. The wedding planning is pretty much done, I cant believe I got done with everything so quickly (with the help of my awesome sister in law)!

Christmas is coming up and sadly I've been so busy that I didnt get to enjoy the "holiday spirit" this year. Which is fine, there's always next year :) got most of my shopping done, just looking for one more thing! I hate that, you think you're done and you forget something! Okay, two more things. I had a gift in mind for my sister in law but since Martin already bought her gifts, he's hesitant to let me get her what I wanted to get her, boo I'm getting it anyway! Haha!

I made a Wicked site last month, I've been struggling to keep up with it lol. I'm hoping by next month I can get back into updating all my sites on a regular basis again. Oh how I miss it! I was suppose to see Wicked last month as well to get my autograph from Nicolas but I came down with the flu and an ulcer (it was painful to even drive, there was no way I'd be able to walk around SF) so I was really really really bummed out that day. So I tried to go this month, but of course, tickets in December are hard to find so I just got tickets for January, Martin tried to cheer me up about it, I love how he hates that I spend money but he knows how much Wicked means to me so he doesnt give me crap about it :) 

I've been OBSESSED with the Sweep Series! I'm on book 7 (out of 15). I'm so sad I'm almost done with the series! Its such a pleasure to read. But at the same time, I'm looking forward to starting a few more series I've had my eyes on. Too bad I cant be like my sister in law and read a bunch of series at the same time lol. 

I'll try to update this on a more regular basis :)

Quick entry! I have a throbbing headache from yesterday. Dont you hate that when wake up and its still there?! But I'm not going to let it stop me from going to Witchapalooza today! Martin leaves in less than 5 days and I'm trying to spend as much time with him as I can. Headache or not! Will update later on the engagement party and Witchapalooza!

Things have been so hectic lately. The boyfriend joined the USAF. Trying to get all his paper work done and fixed, how all of this military stuff is going to work out... its been crazy lately. I feel like I havent had time to just sit and write a good blog in a really long time. Now it's coming down to his last days here, and I cant help but be in a bad mood because I dont want him to go....  I know he has to, and I support him and I'm proud of him, but I am going to miss him.... a lot.

We saw the Wicked musical on Sept 12th. And, OMG. I've been obsessed with it since. I bought the soundtrack and I've been listening to it non stop since! I'm determined to see the SF cast again at least one more time! I bought tickets to Behind The Emerald Curtain. I'm seriously IN LOVE with Wicked!

We also got engaged on Oct 1st. At our high school. In our hallway. Seriously, will be posting more details and pictures soon... I actually gotta go get some last minute errands done!


Btw, new layout! Yay! I dont know how I feel about it... I think I'll end up changing it later lol.

=]

 I havent forgotten about this journal, I've just been busy. 

My boyfriend recently decided to join the USAF, and though it means weeks and months away from him while hes in training, I'm happy and I'm proud of him. I know this is something he wants to do, something he has to do and I'm not going to stop him. My life is just going to be completely different. I'm excited but at the same time I'm nervous, and scared.

Other than that, I've been juggling a lot of different blogs; makeup blog, crafting blog (I'm horrible at being artsy, I'm the writer in the family not the artist but I'm trying to change that), a domain, a personal blog and of course, this blog (I know, so much for that right lol). I love blogging, so why not do what I love?

Speaking of craft blog, I made some jewelry. I made this necklace for my mom for her birthday...

So last night I was getting ready to take a shower. And sometimes, my mom has little baby spiders chillen next to the tub. No big deal. I either vacuum them or I spray them with air freshener and it usually kills them (cause they're that tiny). So I decide to vacuum the one I saw last night up. No big deal.

Well, I was running out of disinfectant and so I had to run out to the garage to get another one, it was around 12:45-ish AM? And I walked through a web. I didnt have the light on, so it kinda freaked me out but I figured oh well, whatever, I'm gonna shower soon anyway. So I spent a little bit of time with my dog and I was on my way back up the stairs when....

I saw something next to the bottom of the stair. And I figured oh a spider. But it was kinda... big. So I turned on the light. IT WAS A WOLF SPIDER. I inched a little closer, to get a better look and I totally FREAKED OUT. I called my dad to come kill it and so I was holding the flashlight on it while he tried to grab it with a tissue but it squeezed its way out and JUMPED ON HIS HAND. I started screaming and my dad (being Filipino) just smacked his lips and started chasing after it with the tissue. O-M-G. Freaking... OMG. Worst experience ever! HOW DID IT GET INTO MY HOUSE. That thing was HUGE and GROSS. But my dad got it and flushed it. Whew, thank goodness.

So I go take a shower and I'm walking out back to my room and I see another spider on the ceiling of the hallway headed towards my room, so of course... I woke my dad up and he smashed it.

Okay, I'm fine with seeing one spider a night. Whatever. But THREE SPIDERS IN A ROW WITHIN AN HOUR?! I dont know. That's called a bad night in my book!

And of course, when I wake up this morning. There's a spider on my wall.

Why good morning to you too spidey *sprays Raid* byebye.

I hate summer. Hate is a complete understatement for how I feel about summer. Seriously. This is insane.

And of course, when I see spiders/bugs I get into this crazy mode where I just want to clean my room/the whole house. UGH.

Besides that, I also hate summer because I dont deal well with hot days. And its hard for me to sleep then I wake up all sweaty. Gross.

Martin: I sing to myself....
Me: aww
Me: im busy'd
Martin: I know your busy but can you watch this for me pretty please....
Martin: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pM_vLA1rLNA
Me: Only cause you said pretty please.
Me: LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOO
Me: What are you trying to say!!!!
Martin: =D
Me: I love you boo!
Me: LOL
Me: You're the fuckin best.
Me: I'm blogging this
Martin: <3
Me: How do you use my song against me
Me: LOL

I've been so busy lately! Mostly with chasing my dreams. Its such a huge challenge for me, but I'm actually getting through it pretty well. I know I can get this done. I know I can get there... and even on the nights I'm discouraged, when I wake up the next morning, all of it is still worth it.

Every single subscriber, follower, comment, new friend... makes my day. And its just amazing how something so small from someone you dont even know can make your day. And its such a rewarding feeling.

I told myself I wasnt gonna be like everyone else in this town. I dont want to be like everyone else. I dont wanna hussle, I dont wanna chase money. I want to be happy. I want to do something makes me happy. My dreams wont pay off tomorrow or next week or next month or in the next few months, but it doesnt matter because it still makes me happy. Even if I dont reach finish, this journey has still made me happy and at least I know that I'm not as hopeless as I thought I was.

My life is changing, quicker than I expected it to. And as much as I wanted it to, I have to admit... I'm nervous. I'm excited but I'm also nervous.

Today five years ago was the day he got on one knee in front of dozen's of people under the Disneyland castle and proposed to me. Silly nineteen year old's!

I still love him, with all of my heart. And I still say yes.

Yesterday was Sammie's only free day so we drove out to South City to go pick her up and she had this huge pink Juicy Couture bag with her. She mentioned she was going to mail my gift some time last week but judging by how heavy it was, that woulda been a shit load of shipping!! Haha. So we headed out to Palo Alto to take her to Sprinkles. Made a quick stop to Sony Style and Sephora before heading to Sprinkles. I ended up getting Cinnamon Sugar, Red Velvet, Banana and Dark Chocolate Banana. We ate there, I had the Dark Chocolate Banana and babe had the Banana. OMG, I think I've found a new favorite! It was delicious. The frosting and banana went SO well together.... okay I think I'll save that for my food blog LOL.

Anyway, after that we headed to Valley Fair. Went to Bare Escentuals first and I got those eye make up remover q-tips ($5! I've been missing out!) finally!! I found them!! Thanks Sammie! Haha. And I also finally got my brush for my crease. Yay! We also got a free sample of Hydrating Mineral Veil. I'm excited to try it since my skin is always so dry. After that, we headed to the food court to get something to eat. Then to Nordstroms, then to Lush (and she gave me half of her Honey I Shrunk the Kids soap! Aww, how sweet!) then to MAC (didnt get anything, booo) and a few other stores... then to Sephora (didnt get anything there either... booo!) after Valley Fair I brought her to Pinkberry. Tried to find somewhere to have dinner and decided on Quickly's back in Daly City.

So we headed out to Daly City and walked over to Chase then to Avon (which was closed, darn) and stopped by this little Asian store and got some gummy choco's and some dried octopus legs, yum! Quicklys was pretty good, they had a large selection and their bento boxes were pretty good. And they had Udon! Haha. After that we dropped Sammie off and headed home. Me & Martin stayed up wayyy too late the night before so we were both really tired by the middle of the day LOL. Like, I was getting super sleepy. And it was hot, so I guess that didnt help either!

I got home and made a video of me opening my gift since Sammie wanted me to and OMGGGG. OMG! OMG OMG! Haha. She gave me so much stuff!!! I'll take pictures of everything and post it later, but OMG! I think my favorite part of it all was the note on the Serendipity napkin (the only free part haha, sorry chick!). It was sweet! But I did LOVE everything she gave me! OMG haha. My battery died before I got to the last part of the gift and of course, you cant remake opening a gift video! Haha. So its okay! I'll just post the last part in pictures. But aww, I feel so spoiled! Thanks Sammie!!!

I went to bed early last night cause my allergies were kicking my ass. I woke up feeling like shit still, ugh. My throat hurts, I'm all sniffly and its HOT!!! Having massive allergies with flu like symptoms and it being hot is never a good thing. Then again, I always get sick in the summer.

Today I plan to clean my room and fix up my web page, this project is so damn discouraging.

I need to figure out school stuff too, and I'm so scared I'm making the wrong choice all the time, dont you hate when that happens? *siiiigh*.

Today was probably one of the BEST days of my life. Besides that I'm sick & it was raining. It was one of the best days because my favorite hosting company brought back their promo code!! I know, I'm excited because a HOSTING company brought back a PROMO code. What the fuck, right? For those of you who know me, you know how big I am on web design and graphic design. I've been making webpages since 2001. I was finally hosted by my friend Raquel in 2005 and I finally bought my own domain (that Martin named and I fell in love with it) in 2006. I havent had a domain since then since I kinda fell out of the whole web and graphic design stuff and since they took down the promo code.

I was checking out some other domain companies because the one I'm currently with SUCKS ASS. Their customer service is horrible, you have to go through a million and one folders to get where you need to go, and its such a headache. But at the same time, it disappoints me because the me before woulda been like "Oh YES! Finally a challenge!" and the me now is like "fuuuuuuuuck that!" *sigh*.

Which brings me to another point...

My life changed in 2004, in so many ways I lost count. Like, literally. I hate when people tell me "well at least you have a boyfriend" because I KNOW I work so much better at life WITHOUT one. I do appreciate everything Martin encourages me to do, everything he tries to help me with, everything he learns JUST FOR ME so he can help me and ease my stress. But its so hard for me to deal with that. Its so hard for me to accept someone's help. I'm so use to learning things on my own, to doing things on my own. And you'd think after FIVE YEARS I would change. But I havent. I love that he wants to help me, but its just not the way I work, and I know that.

I miss the me who'd sit here and would design and code literally ALL day and ALL night long. And enjoy every single minute of it. I miss the me who'd take on learning new programs because "I had to". I miss the me who was MOTIVATED enough to do SOMETHING. Who believed she can do ANYTHING at all. I lost that, somewhere. And I cant seem to find it. I cant even find the motivation to blog once a day like I use to. I dont do ANYTHING these days. Nothing that I use to LOVE doing. And it really fuckin upsets me. And I write about this year after year. I make the same resolutions, year after year and year after year I disappoint myself.

Why?

Something's been bothering me lately. Something beyond my control. Something that makes me anxious and worried. Something that shouldnt. Something that has to do with a silly fear I cant get over. Something that will stop me from meeting my deadline.

I'm at my breaking point. I'm at my fork in the road. I wished to turn my life around and here it fuckin is. I know what I HAVE to do, but why do I feel so unsure?

I was super bummed out last night after finding out I might not be able to do freelance blogging because of a stupid blogging fear that really makes no sense but I still cant shake. I was bummed out to the point where I went to bed at 11:30 last night.

I woke up this morning not feel like going out, but Martin texted me with "I'm gonna go get ready so I can make you feel better today." that made me feel a little better. My morning didnt go so smoothly. I had a huge urge to pee even though I pee'd in the middle of the night (which I dont normally do) and I so I ran to the bathroom and barely made it. So that made me a little sadder, I reallyyy hope I dont have a UTI again. That would effen suck. And I'm allergic to the medicine (just like every other freakin medicine I take). Went to brush my teeth and dropped my toothbrush... grrr. Went to burn my CD and get ready, forgot to charge my SideKick so I did it while I was making my CD only to realize that the power switch was off so it didnt charge, at all. UGH!

Went to pick up Martin, he gave me a ton of hugs and kisses and asked me to tell him what was wrong. I told him about how I would never be able to get the traffic I have to get to even apply for the jobs and he was throwing out suggestions and I was telling him how some of the companies are and he knows I have a problem with writing things I dont have interest or passion in, and he was like "well, remember 27 dresses? how he didnt like what he was writing about but he still had to do it? that's what you have to do sometimes, you know that".

When I was younger, everyone told me I should be a journalist. And at one point, I was gonna major in journalism. But my problem is, writing about things that I dont care for. When I'm forced to write about something I dont really have interest in, its over obvious that I dont. And its something difficult for me to get passed, so I didnt end up majoring in journalism. And to be honest, I regret it.

Martin made a good suggestion. Pretend to be someone else. Which is something I am good at. He told me to make up a name & go by that name and maybe it'll help me to ditch the fears and start over. We'll see. I <3 him.

I asked him to drive, since I just wasnt in the mood and I told him I wanted Pad Thai, he said it was too far and we were there just the other day. But I couldnt think of anything else I wanted and I mentioned it would make me feel better, so he drove me to get Pad Thai! He's been awesome lately, he drove me all the way to Frisko just to get Rainforest Cafe a few weeks ago =). So we went to SR and had the usual, but got beef instead of shrimp and he was right, it was freakin delicious. The beef was amaaaaaaaazing! It was soft and juicy and yum!! After, we walked around, stopped at Sephora... of course! I got a sample of the Makeup Forever HD Microperfecting Primer in #1 green. The green concealer I use now is from Everyday Minerals and my skin is dry, so putting powder on top usually makes it look even more dry. So I'm on the search for a green primer (green cancels out red and I have a lot of red spots on my cheeks). The lady who was a bitch about my return ended up "taking over" from the lady I asked help from. Seriously? I mean, wtf. Walked around some more, went to Nordstroms and went to Williams Sonoma for some yummy Easter candy samples. I'm in love with the sour bunnie gummies but they're $12.95 a bag! I did get 2 of the lime and a lollipop sample though =D. Stopped by Macy's to get a sample of Orgin's "Peace of Mind", that stuff is amazing! I hate the smell of mint but that really just makes you feel better. On the way in, we passed by Karen. A chick Martin had a huge crush on in High School. Which was odd, because we never ran into her before. I was expecting him to say hi to her, but he didnt. I kinda wanted him to! She was with her husband though. I didnt recognize Karen but I did recognize her husband. Yes I stalk his old crushes! Haha, but I'm not all psycho about it. We both talk about crushes in high school to each other a lot.

Walked around some more then headed to SV since Martin didnt wanna go home yet. Got some Pineapple Coconut Ice Cream cause I've been addicted to it lately. Finally found the flannel shirt I've been looking for at PacSun!!! It was $40 though, I had to do a lotttttttt of begging for it and Martin wasnt happy. But I have been being good, I havent bought any clothes since January. Hes so picky about the clothes I buy. They cant be too small, too thin, too low or too short. Bah! But I'm so happy I got it! Yay!! Looked up Wicked tickets, and got the usual "we'll see". Had a dinner snack at the bakery. Got half a salad and a cup of soup. Turkey Cobb Salad and Tomato Basil Ravioli soup. The salad was SO good. I dont know why I never bought food from there! OMG. Delicious!!!

Went to Target at home cause I ran out of soups and I had to stock up. Got 2 soups, a cup of Lucky Charms $1!! And a Twilight magazine.

Oh the life of being grounded from shopping and being credit card less!! And your boyfriend and mother forming an alliance to stop you from shopping.

Its hard shit. Ugh!! And depressing. Samples from Sephora and MAC are holding me off... sorta.

I did make a small order to ELF last night... and I did end up buying the 188 brush from MAC, I'm thinking of returning the MSF (soft & gentle) esp if it's in the permanent collection and getting the 109 brush instead... I might. I dont know. I'm not suppose to buy anything from MAC until the 23rd!! Lame. Okay okay, I'll return the MSF. But I did need blacktrack cause I lost mine. But if I find it tomorrow, I'll be returning that too.

I need to figure out how to get my shit together!

Today I wasnt planning on going out. It's my every other  day. And I usually stay home but my dad was being a poop head so I decided to go out and get lunch. Of course my dad decides to go out after I say I'm gonna go get lunch myself. Of course. Went to get Martin and headed to Jollibee, I called this morning asking what time their lunch ended and the lady informed me that they now serve lunch all day. You cant imagine how happy I was. So I got my sweet pork and Martin got his tender beef. Oh deliciousness! After that we went to Target. I picked up this new Orbit gum that's suppose to be "refreshing" and it kinda really was, it was weird. Also picked up a soup, ear plugs & Q-Tips. Stopped by Sally's and they took down China Glaze's Romantic-something collection. NoOoo! Ughhh. Went to Costco after that to get these makeup remover wipes I heard about. On the way there, we indulged in the samples. They had this bomb ass lobster pasta and go-gurt. I was hooked on the pasta, Martin was hooked on the go-gurt lol. We kept going back for more. We were walking around and...

Martin: When we move out, I'm gonna make you a good dinner every night. Did you know that?
Me: Nope.
Martin: And cheesy rice, every night. Just for you.

He's such a sweetie. I love him so so much! I went to go stand in line to buy my stuff and he goes "hold this, I'm gonna get you another sample" and so I was standing there and he comes back and hands me another pasta sample =). *swoon hehe. And all the hugs and kisses all day that felt so good.

After that dropped him off at home so he'd have time to get ready & go to his friends house.






I had an arguement with Rob awhile ago. About make up brushes. Seriously? I hate how he makes me sound like I'm a fuckin idiot every single time I talk about make up. Just because I'm not certified or something. Like I'm not suppose to know shit or something. And he always has some fuckin smart ass remark that just makes me want to slap the shit out of him. Seriously, now I remember why I stopped talking to him for three years. Fuckin asshole.

And dont you hate when people call you just to talk shit about someone and that's the only time they call you? And after that, they never call you back even though they say they will and they never pick up your phone calls? Yeah, its just a bit irritating.

Today I woke up to a text message from Joey.... of course. Drove Mac to work. Went to get gas. Went to Dublin (cause I wanted to go to Ulta). Had lunch at Quizno's. Their torpedoes are the shit!! Best $4 I ever spent!! Walked around a bit, it was nice out. Then walked to Ulta. Spent a crap load of time in there. I was goin to get some China Glaze nail polish but then I ended up getting a Coconut Lime lotion that Martin discovered instead. Went back to the card to look for some tax papers, which we didnt find. Went to Pleasnton to go to Sephora so I could return more stuff. Got a free insiders sample of Sephora brand Passion Guava body butter which smells soo good. I'm a sucker for fruit scents! Got my nail polish remover pads from Bath & Body Works!! Went to SunValley Mall, Martin was trying to make out with me every second he got all day long! Picked up my Wonderful Wizard of Oz comic book and boo got his wrist wraps. Also got a lemon sorbet sipper (our fav). I was gonna pick something up from Illuminations but I didnt really want anything else. I already got my aromatherapy (which they were sold out of anyway), floating candles, lemon candle, 2 mocha candles... I think I'm good lol. After that, dropped him off at Ryan's.

Came home, showered, watched the episode of Gossip Girl I bought from itunes and ate dinner (my Olive Garden left overs from yesterday) and my freakin ughhh. I think I'm allergic to tomatoes cause seriously, my face has been itching for the last hour and a half and this only happens when I eat tomatoes. Its so annoying. I'm thinking of changing my wardrobe. Something more me, you know? Well probably you dont know, but I know, so that's all that matters lol.

I'm lovin the nice weather lately but I'm hating the insomnia and the hard time getting up in the morning. Lame.

Me: That was a bad year for me, I dont know why you’re still with me after that.
Martin: Why you say that?
Me: Because I went psychooooooo over everything!!
Martin: Oh babe. If only you knew how much I care about you…
Martin: *plays with my hair*

If only I did know, then maybe more of this would make sense. Either way, I care about you foreal foreal. <3

OMGGG this sucks. Seriously. I was doing so well then BAM I started compulsive shopping online again. I mean it isnt Sephora, but its still something. I've been trying to avoid MAC at Macy's (cause I'll only buy MAC if its at Macy's) cause of the new collections coming out. I did however, end up buying two blushes from the Grand Duo collection. I'm going to return the first one since it matches my skin tone too much. I still dont understand why I'm so bent on buying makeup when I dont even wear makeup. I'm never gonna hit pan on anything I've bought. But yet, I cant stop myself from buying this stuff!! OMG. I'm off to make another Sephora return tomorrow, and after that, I'm going to be locking my credit cards in my safe that I know I wont bother getting into. Sometimes OCD can be helpful lol.

YESTERDAY - I finally cleaned Labby, after about 2 1/2 weeks. OMG I know. I feel like such a horrible mouse owner! But it was raining for the first week and I dont know, I just got lazy or my mom was home and I didnt wanna go do it. Either way she's nice and happy and clean now! Went to get Martin, got some school stuff done. His loan was rejected (the last thing we're waiting for) and so he applied for another one which I co-signed on. I've never co-signed on anything but I'm hoping it gets approved so we can fuckin start school already!! We've been trying to get everything done since December. This is insane! After that, had lunch at Olive Garden. They added new things to the menu! I was super excited, but I got my usual cause that's what I went there for.

After that we went to Borders for a bit. I wanted to look for my book, which they had... but they only had one. And I hate buying things if there's only one left. I dont know why... anyway, we were in the car talking for a bit and I'm looking straight out the window and I see some guy screaming at someone inside a car. He had his hand on the corner of the door, like kinda holding it open. Well the person IN the car tried to shut the door and the guy standing outside HOLDING the door was pulling it back. And they went back an forth for awhile until the person in the car finally got the door shut (I thought about how funny it would be if the guy standing got his hand caught in the door frame LOL) and the guy starts yelling and punching the window. Like, this guy was going nuts. And so I say something about it to Martin, so we're both just staring at them (they were like two sections in front of us). So we get out the car and walk towards Borders. The guy who was standing outside was walking up to Borders too. The person in the car runs up screaming "YOU FUCKIN BITCH" like hes about to whoop the guys ass and what does he do? He pushes him in the road and runs back to his car, shuts the door and drives off. Me & Martin were standing there watching the whole time. Right when dude drove off we were both like "damn, I was hoping to see a fight" hahahaha! It was hilarious cause they were both like nerdy gay guys. Like, literally. Lame! I wanted to see a fuckin fight!

After chillen at Borders for awhile, we headed to Brenden (I was avoding this all day) to watch Watchman since Martin wont stop asking to see it. I'm not really interested in seeing it, because it just doesnt seem like my type of movie. Martin covered my eyes during previews cause there was a scary movie preview and I HATE SCARY MOVIES, like you wouldnt believe. Mid preview he goes "heyy! your friend James is in this one!" which I figured, cause I heard his voice. Damn you Cam! Why do you have to be in all these scary movies?! Lame. Anyway, the movie was... okay. I was right about it not being my type of movie. The killing was way too much for me. I dont like movies with hella killing in it, it bugs me. Like I went to see War with two of my friends & Martin and I just couldnt watch it. I have enough intrusive thoughts goin on, I dont need help making new ones up!

After we went to B&N by the mall and they too, only had one book left. We were gonna go back to Olive Garden to get my lasagna bites and one of the new desserts, but they closed at 10PM and it was 9:30PM, so I figured we wouldnt make it back in time. Intsead we got Taco Bell for dinner, talked for awhile and I didnt end up going home til midnight. I didnt sleep til like 3AM, which sucks cause its so hard for me to wake up early since its freezing cold these days. Which makes NO sense, isnt it suppose to be spring?! Wtf is going on!


In other news, I got a 60% off offer code for ELF, Juicy loves Sephora stuff is currently 50% off (I got a wristlet and a makeup bag for both $39!) and I'm super excited for the MAC SugarSweet Collection coming out on Thursday!

Oye... me and makeup, I'll never understand this crap.


I should be getting stuff done today, but nothing is coming to mind LOL!